2009/01/24 DOWN...

唉....
每个人放假回家都是一件很开心的事...
但是...对我来说...
其实也没什么大不了...
每次回到家...
看到家人一直在吵架...
有时真的很不想回家了....
唉....

再加上上学期的成绩刚出了...
看到自己的成绩...
哈哈....
心情就更加不是很好了....
明明在考试的时候...
已经尽力了...
而且也觉得我应该也有不错的成绩....
往往每次都令我失望了...
在想...
下学期..
是否还要不要在这样用工的去读书??

看到我女朋友考试也考得不错...
再看回我自己...
真的会觉得有点很不能接受自己的无能...
每次考试...
她都是那个很担心她自己考得很不好...
可是每次她都会考好过我...
哈哈...
真的是可笑...

不过再想想..
还好我的女朋友还考得不错...
我的3的女儿也考得不错....
我已经很欣慰了...
还好我女儿没有"遗传"到我这个酱不会读书的DADDY...
这点像她们的MUMMY多点...
哈哈...



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haiz...
everyone feel happy when it is holiday and they can go home...
but for me..
it is nothing special and is nothing to be happy....
coz everytime back home...
seeing my family argueing and argueing...
this make me feel very annoying and no more mood to stay at home...
sometimes i really prefer to stay in Melaka alone although every of my friends went back hometown...
haiz...

one more thing...
last sem result out dy...
and my result really very bad...
this make mood more down...
aiksss...
i had already done my best dy....
but still get this result...
haiz...
now still thinking....
whether next sem still wanna work hard or not??

my gf get a quite good result...
and sometimes...
i will feel like cant accept the uselessness of mine...

why everytime she is the one who keep worrying her result after exam until didnt sleep well...
and im the one who try all my best to console her...
and the result is she get better result than me...
haiz...
it is so embarassing....

nvm la..
seeing she get a good result...
i also feel very happy le...
futher more...
3 of my daughters also get a good result...
really feel happy with them...
luckily they didnt get genetic of the uselessness of their daddy...
this..they are more like their mummy...
hahas...