Saturday, January 24, 2009

2009/01/24 DOWN...

唉....
每个人放假回家都是一件很开心的事...
但是...对我来说...
其实也没什么大不了...
每次回到家...
看到家人一直在吵架...
有时真的很不想回家了....
唉....

再加上上学期的成绩刚出了...
看到自己的成绩...
哈哈....
心情就更加不是很好了....
明明在考试的时候...
已经尽力了...
而且也觉得我应该也有不错的成绩....
往往每次都令我失望了...
在想...
下学期..
是否还要不要在这样用工的去读书??

看到我女朋友考试也考得不错...
再看回我自己...
真的会觉得有点很不能接受自己的无能...
每次考试...
她都是那个很担心她自己考得很不好...
可是每次她都会考好过我...
哈哈...
真的是可笑...

不过再想想..
还好我的女朋友还考得不错...
我的3的女儿也考得不错....
我已经很欣慰了...
还好我女儿没有"遗传"到我这个酱不会读书的DADDY...
这点像她们的MUMMY多点...
哈哈...



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haiz...
everyone feel happy when it is holiday and they can go home...
but for me..
it is nothing special and is nothing to be happy....
coz everytime back home...
seeing my family argueing and argueing...
this make me feel very annoying and no more mood to stay at home...
sometimes i really prefer to stay in Melaka alone although every of my friends went back hometown...
haiz...

one more thing...
last sem result out dy...
and my result really very bad...
this make mood more down...
aiksss...
i had already done my best dy....
but still get this result...
haiz...
now still thinking....
whether next sem still wanna work hard or not??

my gf get a quite good result...
and sometimes...
i will feel like cant accept the uselessness of mine...

why everytime she is the one who keep worrying her result after exam until didnt sleep well...
and im the one who try all my best to console her...
and the result is she get better result than me...
haiz...
it is so embarassing....

nvm la..
seeing she get a good result...
i also feel very happy le...
futher more...
3 of my daughters also get a good result...
really feel happy with them...
luckily they didnt get genetic of the uselessness of their daddy...
this..they are more like their mummy...
hahas...

Saturday, January 17, 2009

2009/01/17 对或错? Right or Wrong?

已经几天没有来写了...
这几天都在想着一个问题...
一个对和错的问题...



前几天,
我老姐突然间来问我,我的女儿到底是谁哦...
然后我便告诉她真相咯...
相信很多读者也奇怪吧?
我今年才20岁,怎么会有3个女儿了呢?
那么快??
哈哈...
我就在这里说清楚吧...



其实我那3个女儿呢, 都只是小我一岁而已...
她们其实是我教会的姐妹来的...
只是有一次,
谈谈下天,不知怎么会谈到她们要找男朋友咯...
然后我就讲了一句话咯...
"哈哈,你们要找男朋友啊?? 找了记得要带来给我们这些家长看哦..."
就这样,她们不就叫我DADDY咯...
然后我便成了她们的DADDY了咯...




还没说完呢...
老姐知道了真相过后,
就把我骂了一顿...
说这种关系不好...
虽然说都是教会的弟兄姐妹,
但是做兄弟姐妹就好了...
做DADDY和女儿就太过火了...
还说什么没有眼看,没有耳听现在的年轻人的态度了...
讲到好像很大件事那样...
我问她到底为什么不可以?
她又不要答我...
还讲她现在气在头上,不想和我讲那么多...
AIKSS...
我都不知道到底怎么啦...
唉...
我自问这么做没有不对妥嘛...
难道真的做错了吗~??



很多时候,
我也会一直犹豫着...
我做的东西,是对的吗?
但是,大多数的时候,
我都得不到答案...
也有很多时候,
看到其他人做的东西,
也会有很多的疑问...
也会在想,他们这么是否真的也是对的呢~??
很遗憾的,我也得不到答案....
最重要的是,我从来没有后悔过我收了3个宝贝女儿~!!




P/S: 由于有些朋友的要求,所以这次开始我都会用双语来写我的心情日记...^^





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Already few days didnt come update my blog le...
these few days i was keep thinking a question...
a question about Right or Wrong...

Last few days,
my laojie suddenly come ask me...
who is my daughters?
of course i told her the truth...
i believe that some of readers also will have a question..
when did i already have 3 daughters where i only 20 years old?
hahas...dun worry....
i will explain to all here...



Actually, all my 3 daughters are jz one year younger than me...
they are actually sisters in my church (Malacca Lutheran Church) ...
the story is start from a day,
when we are chatting,
we chat chat chat...then chat until they say they wanna find a boyfriend...
then i jz kidding with them...
"hahas...wanna find boyfriends ar?? then after you find dy must come let parents see see o.."
then they ask me: " huh? parents? when did you become our parent o? then you are our daddy ar?"
hahas...
thats is how they become my daughters...



oh ya...continue the story...
after my laojie know the truth...
then suddenly she scold me pulak...
she say is not good to have this kind of relationship (daddy and daughters)...
she said...we are already is brother and sister in christ...
that is enough already...it is too over if we become daddy and daughters...
she also said that she has no eyes to see and no ears to hear nowadays the youngsters attitude...
but i still dun understand why cant i do that?
i didnt feel anything wrong wor...
she also didnt explain to me much...
jz said she is very angry...then dun wan explain to me le...
aikss...
am i really did wrong?

sometimes i really confuse...
dunno wat i did is right or wrong...
unfortunately...most of the time i cant get the answer...
sometimes..
saw what my friends've done...
i also dunno is right or wrong...
no one can answer...
no one knows...
only God knows what is right and wrong...
nevermind...
the most important thing is that...
i never regret to have 3 baby daughters~!!


P/S: hahas...finally my blogs now have english version le...my english is not good de o...hope you all dun mind...^_^

Monday, January 12, 2009

2009/01/12 新年计划 Plans in Year 2009

虽然已经开始放假算是3天了,
但是我今天才回到我自己的家乡,
也就是马口...
哈哈...



在车上的时候,
就有和我的老友(良辉)聊到关于我们的2009年的计划...
其实我在2009年,
只有一个很简单想要达到的一个目标,
就是要常常喜乐,不住地祷告,凡事谢恩...(帖前5:16-18)
这就是我想要达到的目标啦...
哈哈...
虽然我知道不容易...
但是我还是希望我可以达到这个目标...
希望明年的今天,
我是可以在数算今年一整年,主在我身上的一切恩典...

给在看我的心情日记的朋友们,
希望你们在2009年也有你们的计划喔..
在此,也希望你们的计划都可以完成喔...
如果你们不介意,
也可以和我一起分享你们的计划喔~
^_^

Sunday, January 11, 2009

2009/01/11 开始 Start

夜晚的海风很冷...
特别是当你一个人的时候....
看着人家双双对对的, 一家人的...
就更加觉得自己只有一个...
不知道为什么..
思念的感觉越来越重了...

也正因为这样,
一个人吹着海风,
听着其他4个朋友在谈一些我不是很有兴趣的东西(钓鱼),
我也想了很多东西...

有时真的觉得我很大男人主义一下的咯...
常常我主动关心别人的时候, 不管是男的还是女的都没关系,
但是看到她关心别人的时候, 反而会有少少吃醋咯...
有时觉得她对其他人, 好像还比对我好...
不知道是不是我想太多了?还是我要求太高?
难道要学会放心, 放胆, 放手,真的那么难吗?

看到别人的孩子,大约有2,3 岁吧...好可爱喔...
看着看着,想着想着...
突然间又几想要自己生个来抱抱喔....
虽然我已经有3个"契女"了...
但是她们都太大了...不能抱...
哈哈...她们也少了那种小孩子才有的纯真...
不过真的感谢主...
至少让我还有一个我爱她,她也爱我的女朋友...
还有3个活泼可爱,生性好动,人见人爱,车见车载 的乖女儿...
哈哈...想到这里,有觉得我已经比很多人幸福了...
^_^

其实还有2件事情影响我的心情的....
其中一件就是我的干妹妹已经去了CYBER了...
不过我SMS她,她都不要回我...
我也不知道为什么她会这样子...
我也不知道是不是我做错了什么令她误会?使到她不要睬我?
唉....算了....反正猜下去我也不会知道答案....

第二件事情就是刚才我的朋友竟然想趁我在边吹海风,边在想东西的时候,
把我一个人丢下,
他们自己走人...
唉...一场老友...要这样子对我咩?
zzz....


P/S: 好久没有写心情日记了..突然吹了海风过后, 有一种冲动想把自己的心情写下来..所以一回来就CREATE了这个ACC...哈哈..