2009/02/25 头痛 Headache

最近很容易就头痛, 很容易就没有了MOOD...
面对着那么多的东西要解决...
不论是学业上的, 还是其他的东西,
都有很多很多要忙的...
搞到我最近真的很累....
有时才靠在沙发, 醒来的时候就已经过了几个小时了...

不过还好,
虽然几忙都好,
至少都还有时间来好好的读经, 祷告....
今天开始,
我也会开始40天预苦期"与耶穌同行"的祷告操练...
希望我真的可以透过这个操练,
更加的明白神的话语...
更加能够学习到更多东西....


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haiz...
recently so easy to feel headache, feel no mood...
facing so many things need to be done...
not only is my studies...and many many more...
these make me feel very very tired...
sometimes jz lying on sofa...
then when i wake up is few hours later dy..
aikss....

luckily...
no matter how busy am i..
i still got time for God...
read Bible, and prays...
starting from today,
i will start a Prayer exercise...
"40 days Walking with Jesus in Lent"
hope i really can learn something from this prayer exercise...






今天的操练:

经文:"人不制伏自己的心, 好像毁坏的城邑没有墙垣"(箴言25:28)

"He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls." (Proverbs 25:28)

主题 : 自己的内心

Focus : My Inner-self

祷告 : 把心敞开, 求主管理我的心

Prayer : Ask the Lord to open my heart, and take control of my life

2009/02/24 迷失 Lost

很多时候,
当我们在做一样事情的时候,
我们都会忘记了做那样事情的真正目的....


有些人捐钱,
但是 不是因为真的看到他们的需要,
而只是想要炫耀;
有些人拍拖,
不是因为他们真正的爱对方,
而只是想享受恋爱的滋味...


当然还有很多很多的例子...
我自己本身也试过...
而且还时常都那样子....
做东西, 却不知道做来到底是为了什么....
有时就会为了做, 而做...
并不是真正的明白, 做来是为了什么...
就是这样迷失了方向....

我今天终于学到了,

要从新调整我的心态,

要我从新思考,

到底我做的, 是不是真的讨神喜悦呢?

亲爱的朋友,
你是否有时做东西的时候,
会觉得很累, 很不想继续做下去, 很无心无力呢?
别灰心, 这个时候, 是应该停下脚步,
休息休息了...
来想想看是不是在一开始的时候,
出发点就已经偏离了轨道呢?
停下脚步, 从新调整你的步伐, 你的方向,
然后才继续走下出~
加油~
朋友, 你并不是孤军作战哦~
你身边还有很多很多关心的人~


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many times, when we are doing something,
we always forget what is the real meaning of doing that things...

some ppl make donations,
not because of they saw the needs of the others,
but jz because they want to become famous;
some ppl choose a bf/gf,
not because they love him/her,
but jz because they want to try to have a relationship status...

of course, there are many many more examples...
i am also one of them...
i also always lost when i doing something...
dont even know why i do that...
sometimes jz because other ppl tell me to do that..
then i do it...

today, finally i know...
i need to stop, adjust what is inside my heart...
again, understand the reason why i do that...
again, determine what i did izzit follow the God's Will?

dear friends,
sometimes, when you are doing something,
will you feel tired and feel no more stamina to continue?
feel like you are jz doing it alone...
no one wanna help you?
dont feel despair...
is time for you to stop you steps,
rest for awhile,
think, izzit you already walk into the wrong path from the beginning?
stop, rest, think, then re-plan your steps, and choose the right path,
then only continue to walk...
cheer~~
dont worry friends~
you are not alone in the battlefield~
beside you, still got many many ppl who cares about you~
^_^

2009/02/23 搬家?? Moving??

哈哈...
前几天和朋友出去玩的时候,
讲下讲下就突然间讲到要搬家...
每个听到我讲到我的家4间房有3间房有冷气,
而且租金也不会很贵,
眼睛就突然间亮了起来,
就吵着说要搬来我家..
哈哈...
女生嘛...
果然不是很耐热...
再加上现在天气也真的是很热..
连我自己也差不多不能TAHAN了...
哈哈...
她们竟然还要我去问我的房友要不要搬..
>.<







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hahas...
last few days go out with friends...
and dunno how we chatting, chat chat chat then chat about they wanna move out from ixora...
after they heard i say my house got air-cond and the rental is also not very expensive...
at least cheaper than ixora and with air-cond...
hahas...
then they all say wanna move in to my house dy...
lolz...
girls really cant tahan hot meh?
hahas...
but recently de weather really very hot...
hot until i also almost cant tahan dy...
aiks...
>.<

2009/02/22

今天算是蛮开心的一天吧....
至少我没有过得很不开心...
嘻嘻...
只是觉得我真的很不会讲话...
虽然你看我很喜欢讲话...
可是一到正经事的时候,
我说的话却往往很难另其他人懂....
要我平时那样有说有笑是可以..
可是要讲正经事的时候,
却无法真正的表达我到底要讲些什么...
唉....
或许这个就是我的缺点啦...



刚才在CF的时候就有谈到一个问题...
到底我现在最渴求的是什么??
我现在到底最想要的是什么??
有很多样咧...
第一样就是钱咯...
现在什么都讲钱..
说真的...
最近家里的经济状况真的很不好...
连这个学期的学费都不懂交不交得出来...
第二样就是时间吧....
因为最近真的有很多事情要忙的....
忙到我都不知道要怎样开始...
结果选择一直逃避...
一直不去想不去做...
唉....



还有...
突然间就被一个明明就厉害过我的人,
叫我SENSEI(老师),
哗....
真的不敢当咧...
我们只是朋友啦...
互相交流就好啦...
要我当你的老师,
我真的没有那种资格咧...
学钢琴学到半半就停了的我...
哪里有资格当一个钢琴那么厉害的人的老师哦~???
哈哈...

不过我已经答应我女儿要教她玩钢琴哦...
看她那么有心学,就教她咯....
哈哈...
我本身也只是半桶水...
就只好尽我所能,
我会的,就教咯...
不会的, 就慢慢研究或者问人咯...
嘿嘿....



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today still can consider as a happy day for me...
erm...at least not bad...
hahas...
jz think that im not good in speaking....
although i like to talk...
but when come to a serious talk like sharing in public....
i become very noob in my speech...
jz make many ppl cannot understand what im talking...
and sometimes i feel that the words come out from my mouth also not the actually what i want to voice out...
haiz...my bad....



jz now at CF, we also discuss about one question:
"what the most do you want/desire to have it now?"
for me, the first one i think is money...
now everything is $$, $$, $$$$....
"no $$ no talk..."
aiks...
and recently my family really facing the economic problems now...
haiz....the tuition fees for this sem i also dunno able to pay it or not...

the second thing is time...
coz recently really have so many things need to do...
make me feel really boring and tiring...
so many times i jz choose to ignore them...
run away from all the busy...
aiks...



and...
suddenly got one pro piano player call me "sensei"(teacher)...
wow...
i really not that pro la...
jz simply play...
actually im jz play very easy and freely de...
hehe...
we are friends ma...
got anything jz share...
no need call me "sensei" la...
aiyo...
and i didnt finish my piano lessons and grade...
jz half pail of water...
hahas...

but i promised my daughter to teach her how to play piano...
although im jz half pail of water...
but since she so willing to learn...
then i jz teach her wat i got and wat i know lo...





P/S:突然间想到一句经节:

"你要专心仰赖耶和华,不可依靠自己的聪明,

在你一切所行的事上都要认定他,他必指引你的路"

(箴言3:5-6)

"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths."

(Proverbs 3:5-6)

2009/02/20

今天算是蛮开心的一天...
总算做到了我之前答应嘉的情人节礼物...
那就是煮给她吃...
哈哈...
虽然不是很厉害,
但是至少煮到也不差嘛...
嘿嘿...
我自觉是煮到蛮好吃的...
=P


其实...
也有些事正烦着我的....
开始会有很多的ASSIGNMENT要做了...
这个学期我拿6科,
就有6个以上的ASSIGNMENT要做...
唉...
又要开始赶我的期中考...
然后又要准备CAMP的东西...(http://www.wretch.cc/blog/mycf/21347894)
又要准备诗班巡回的东西...
更可怕的是,
学校的CHRISTIAN SOCIETY 突然之间又要我去做副文书....
WASAI....
KIA SI LANG LEH...


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today is a happy day for me and pjia(my gf)...
because i finally cook for her...
as a late valentines day present~
hehe...
although im not pro in cooking..
but jz feel that im also not bad~~
XD


actually...
the days coming got many things that make me feel terrible...
because there are many assignments need to rush dy...
this sem im taking 6 subjects...
so, i have more than 6 assignments need to do...
aiksss...
and i still need to prepare for my midterm exam..
prepare for the CF Camp...(http://www.wretch.cc/blog/mycf/21347894)
prepare for the choir tour this year...
and the most scary is...
suddenly MMU Christian Society propose me to become the assistant secretary...
aiksss...
so many thingss...
pengsan... (@.@)

2009/02/19

哗...
最近天气都很热...
也不知道是不是天气热的缘故,
搞得我们最近的脾气都很不好...
一直都在吵架...
不过都还好...
现在总算都没事了...


其实最近还有一件事...
就是这个SEM也是我3个宝贝女儿的ALPHA 3RD SEM...
也就是说,
她们要选择上BETA真正MAJOR的科目了...
很开心的是她们3个都选择和她们的DADDY MUMMY 一样的科目...
那就ACCOUNTING...
但是ACC两边的CAMPUS(MELAKA,CYBER)都有OFFER....
所以她们也正在烦着到底要选择继续在马六甲,还是上CYBER...
已经肯定了的是,
我最小的宝贝的女儿---雁雁,
已经肯定会上CYBER了...
其他两个女儿还在考虑中....


虽然心里还蛮希望她们可以留在马六甲的,
但是,不管她们选择在哪里,
我都还是一样会支持她们的....
毕竟人各有志...


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wah...
the weather is so hot recently...
maybe is the hot weather make us feel very bad mood...
and keep quarrel and argue with each other...
but now finally ok already...


actually...there is one more thing...
my 3 daughters now is in 3rd of their alpha year(foundation)...
so is time for them to choose their future majoring course...
im happy that they had chosen the same path with their daddy and mummy...accounting...
but accounting course, melaka and cyber campus also have offer....
so they also confusing dunno wanna stay in melaka or cyber campus to continue their studies...
only my youngest daughter---yannyann
she confirm will go to cyberjaya...
and other 2 daughters still thinking...


haiz...
although in my heart got abit wish them can stay in melaka..
but..no matter which path they choose,
i will always support them....

2009/02/15

哈哈....
昨天是情人节...
没想到还是自己一个人过....
没关系啦...
反正她也是有事情做的嘛.....
我也没有怪她...
只要两个人在一起的时候都没有吵架的话,
那么每天都是情人节了...


今天突然想到一句话....
情人节是一年里面,
全世界最多人说谎的一天吧~??
哈哈...
就只是头脑突然想到这句话....
只是想和你们分享....
因为反正问了也不能得到答案的..
哈哈...


新的一个星期又要开始了...
刚才在CF的时候,
也觉得不错一下的咯...
看到有那么多的新人....
希望他们都可以每一个星期都参与我们...
一起在主里团聚....
也希望下次,
嘉也可以一起来...



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hahas...
yesterday is valentines day...
celebrated it alone in Melaka..
hahas...
nvm la..
she also is really got things to do...
actually...
if everyday when we together without fighting and argueing...
then everyday is valentines day for us dy...


today suddenly think of a question,
izzit valentines day is the day when the most of the lying words speak out by the world?
hahas...
nvm la...
this question also is jz wanna share with you...
also cant get answer de..
hehe..


a new week is coming...
jz now at the CF,
feel quite good and quite happy...
coz saw alot of new ppl there...
hope that they can enjoy with us and come join us next week~
of course...
hope my girl friend also can join us next time....








附: 双语的部落格你们还习惯吗~??? 如果你们有什么觉得可以改善的地方可以跟我讲哦~ 哈哈...当然, 如果要称赞的话也可以哦... XD

P/S: you still can used to my Blog with dual language~?? if i got anything can improve de you must tell me o.. hahas... of course, if you got anything or any words wanna praise me also can o~~ XD