2009/02/22

今天算是蛮开心的一天吧....
至少我没有过得很不开心...
嘻嘻...
只是觉得我真的很不会讲话...
虽然你看我很喜欢讲话...
可是一到正经事的时候,
我说的话却往往很难另其他人懂....
要我平时那样有说有笑是可以..
可是要讲正经事的时候,
却无法真正的表达我到底要讲些什么...
唉....
或许这个就是我的缺点啦...



刚才在CF的时候就有谈到一个问题...
到底我现在最渴求的是什么??
我现在到底最想要的是什么??
有很多样咧...
第一样就是钱咯...
现在什么都讲钱..
说真的...
最近家里的经济状况真的很不好...
连这个学期的学费都不懂交不交得出来...
第二样就是时间吧....
因为最近真的有很多事情要忙的....
忙到我都不知道要怎样开始...
结果选择一直逃避...
一直不去想不去做...
唉....



还有...
突然间就被一个明明就厉害过我的人,
叫我SENSEI(老师),
哗....
真的不敢当咧...
我们只是朋友啦...
互相交流就好啦...
要我当你的老师,
我真的没有那种资格咧...
学钢琴学到半半就停了的我...
哪里有资格当一个钢琴那么厉害的人的老师哦~???
哈哈...

不过我已经答应我女儿要教她玩钢琴哦...
看她那么有心学,就教她咯....
哈哈...
我本身也只是半桶水...
就只好尽我所能,
我会的,就教咯...
不会的, 就慢慢研究或者问人咯...
嘿嘿....



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today still can consider as a happy day for me...
erm...at least not bad...
hahas...
jz think that im not good in speaking....
although i like to talk...
but when come to a serious talk like sharing in public....
i become very noob in my speech...
jz make many ppl cannot understand what im talking...
and sometimes i feel that the words come out from my mouth also not the actually what i want to voice out...
haiz...my bad....



jz now at CF, we also discuss about one question:
"what the most do you want/desire to have it now?"
for me, the first one i think is money...
now everything is $$, $$, $$$$....
"no $$ no talk..."
aiks...
and recently my family really facing the economic problems now...
haiz....the tuition fees for this sem i also dunno able to pay it or not...

the second thing is time...
coz recently really have so many things need to do...
make me feel really boring and tiring...
so many times i jz choose to ignore them...
run away from all the busy...
aiks...



and...
suddenly got one pro piano player call me "sensei"(teacher)...
wow...
i really not that pro la...
jz simply play...
actually im jz play very easy and freely de...
hehe...
we are friends ma...
got anything jz share...
no need call me "sensei" la...
aiyo...
and i didnt finish my piano lessons and grade...
jz half pail of water...
hahas...

but i promised my daughter to teach her how to play piano...
although im jz half pail of water...
but since she so willing to learn...
then i jz teach her wat i got and wat i know lo...





P/S:突然间想到一句经节:

"你要专心仰赖耶和华,不可依靠自己的聪明,

在你一切所行的事上都要认定他,他必指引你的路"

(箴言3:5-6)

"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths."

(Proverbs 3:5-6)