2013/05/18 Reactivating

Reactivating this blogspot~

2009/04/27 准备 Get Ready

昨天是星期天...
也是我们CF的AGM...
当晚有ELECTION下一个学年的COMMITTEE...
结果我就中选了...
而且还是做主席哦....


这一届的CF将会面对与过往全然不同的挑战....
因为这次将会是我们CF第一次正式在校园里面聚会....
我们也可以光明正大的在校园里面开BOOTH招收会员....
由于我们是第一次, 也是第一届,
真的希望神会亲自来带领我们...
让我们知道我们应该做些什么....


而我, 身为主席...
担子也比以前的重了...
这几天...
会慢慢的预备我自己....
去承担这么重的担子了...
不能在像以前那样玩玩下了....

2009/03/16 我不要了... I Don't Want anymore...

最近心情真的很糟....
在我知道了我3个女儿,
其中2个已经选择要去CYBER,
还有一个也可能会上CYBER的时候,
心里就一直在想一样东西....


为什么每次刚开始慢慢要做好朋友了,
她们都要上CYBER了?
一开始就是从小就一起玩到大的好朋友,
在下来就是干妹妹...
现在就连我3个女儿都要上CYBER了....
唉...
不舍的感觉总会有...
我也不能那么自私...
他们都有他们选择的权利....
我也不能做什么....
就希望他们不管去到哪里,
都不会离开神就好了....
也希望他们不会把我给忘了....
不管他们去到哪里,
至少还有一个人在纪念着他们,为他们默默的祷告,默默的祝福.....



跑太远了...
我都还没有讲我在想的是什么....
我在想,
到底我还要不要去关心那些新来的弟兄姐妹??
我怕当我去关心他们的时候,
慢慢地和他们做朋友的时候,
他们又突然间要上CYBER....
唉....

2009/02/25 头痛 Headache

最近很容易就头痛, 很容易就没有了MOOD...
面对着那么多的东西要解决...
不论是学业上的, 还是其他的东西,
都有很多很多要忙的...
搞到我最近真的很累....
有时才靠在沙发, 醒来的时候就已经过了几个小时了...

不过还好,
虽然几忙都好,
至少都还有时间来好好的读经, 祷告....
今天开始,
我也会开始40天预苦期"与耶穌同行"的祷告操练...
希望我真的可以透过这个操练,
更加的明白神的话语...
更加能够学习到更多东西....


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haiz...
recently so easy to feel headache, feel no mood...
facing so many things need to be done...
not only is my studies...and many many more...
these make me feel very very tired...
sometimes jz lying on sofa...
then when i wake up is few hours later dy..
aikss....

luckily...
no matter how busy am i..
i still got time for God...
read Bible, and prays...
starting from today,
i will start a Prayer exercise...
"40 days Walking with Jesus in Lent"
hope i really can learn something from this prayer exercise...






今天的操练:

经文:"人不制伏自己的心, 好像毁坏的城邑没有墙垣"(箴言25:28)

"He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls." (Proverbs 25:28)

主题 : 自己的内心

Focus : My Inner-self

祷告 : 把心敞开, 求主管理我的心

Prayer : Ask the Lord to open my heart, and take control of my life

2009/02/24 迷失 Lost

很多时候,
当我们在做一样事情的时候,
我们都会忘记了做那样事情的真正目的....


有些人捐钱,
但是 不是因为真的看到他们的需要,
而只是想要炫耀;
有些人拍拖,
不是因为他们真正的爱对方,
而只是想享受恋爱的滋味...


当然还有很多很多的例子...
我自己本身也试过...
而且还时常都那样子....
做东西, 却不知道做来到底是为了什么....
有时就会为了做, 而做...
并不是真正的明白, 做来是为了什么...
就是这样迷失了方向....

我今天终于学到了,

要从新调整我的心态,

要我从新思考,

到底我做的, 是不是真的讨神喜悦呢?

亲爱的朋友,
你是否有时做东西的时候,
会觉得很累, 很不想继续做下去, 很无心无力呢?
别灰心, 这个时候, 是应该停下脚步,
休息休息了...
来想想看是不是在一开始的时候,
出发点就已经偏离了轨道呢?
停下脚步, 从新调整你的步伐, 你的方向,
然后才继续走下出~
加油~
朋友, 你并不是孤军作战哦~
你身边还有很多很多关心的人~


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many times, when we are doing something,
we always forget what is the real meaning of doing that things...

some ppl make donations,
not because of they saw the needs of the others,
but jz because they want to become famous;
some ppl choose a bf/gf,
not because they love him/her,
but jz because they want to try to have a relationship status...

of course, there are many many more examples...
i am also one of them...
i also always lost when i doing something...
dont even know why i do that...
sometimes jz because other ppl tell me to do that..
then i do it...

today, finally i know...
i need to stop, adjust what is inside my heart...
again, understand the reason why i do that...
again, determine what i did izzit follow the God's Will?

dear friends,
sometimes, when you are doing something,
will you feel tired and feel no more stamina to continue?
feel like you are jz doing it alone...
no one wanna help you?
dont feel despair...
is time for you to stop you steps,
rest for awhile,
think, izzit you already walk into the wrong path from the beginning?
stop, rest, think, then re-plan your steps, and choose the right path,
then only continue to walk...
cheer~~
dont worry friends~
you are not alone in the battlefield~
beside you, still got many many ppl who cares about you~
^_^

2009/02/23 搬家?? Moving??

哈哈...
前几天和朋友出去玩的时候,
讲下讲下就突然间讲到要搬家...
每个听到我讲到我的家4间房有3间房有冷气,
而且租金也不会很贵,
眼睛就突然间亮了起来,
就吵着说要搬来我家..
哈哈...
女生嘛...
果然不是很耐热...
再加上现在天气也真的是很热..
连我自己也差不多不能TAHAN了...
哈哈...
她们竟然还要我去问我的房友要不要搬..
>.<







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hahas...
last few days go out with friends...
and dunno how we chatting, chat chat chat then chat about they wanna move out from ixora...
after they heard i say my house got air-cond and the rental is also not very expensive...
at least cheaper than ixora and with air-cond...
hahas...
then they all say wanna move in to my house dy...
lolz...
girls really cant tahan hot meh?
hahas...
but recently de weather really very hot...
hot until i also almost cant tahan dy...
aiks...
>.<

2009/02/22

今天算是蛮开心的一天吧....
至少我没有过得很不开心...
嘻嘻...
只是觉得我真的很不会讲话...
虽然你看我很喜欢讲话...
可是一到正经事的时候,
我说的话却往往很难另其他人懂....
要我平时那样有说有笑是可以..
可是要讲正经事的时候,
却无法真正的表达我到底要讲些什么...
唉....
或许这个就是我的缺点啦...



刚才在CF的时候就有谈到一个问题...
到底我现在最渴求的是什么??
我现在到底最想要的是什么??
有很多样咧...
第一样就是钱咯...
现在什么都讲钱..
说真的...
最近家里的经济状况真的很不好...
连这个学期的学费都不懂交不交得出来...
第二样就是时间吧....
因为最近真的有很多事情要忙的....
忙到我都不知道要怎样开始...
结果选择一直逃避...
一直不去想不去做...
唉....



还有...
突然间就被一个明明就厉害过我的人,
叫我SENSEI(老师),
哗....
真的不敢当咧...
我们只是朋友啦...
互相交流就好啦...
要我当你的老师,
我真的没有那种资格咧...
学钢琴学到半半就停了的我...
哪里有资格当一个钢琴那么厉害的人的老师哦~???
哈哈...

不过我已经答应我女儿要教她玩钢琴哦...
看她那么有心学,就教她咯....
哈哈...
我本身也只是半桶水...
就只好尽我所能,
我会的,就教咯...
不会的, 就慢慢研究或者问人咯...
嘿嘿....



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today still can consider as a happy day for me...
erm...at least not bad...
hahas...
jz think that im not good in speaking....
although i like to talk...
but when come to a serious talk like sharing in public....
i become very noob in my speech...
jz make many ppl cannot understand what im talking...
and sometimes i feel that the words come out from my mouth also not the actually what i want to voice out...
haiz...my bad....



jz now at CF, we also discuss about one question:
"what the most do you want/desire to have it now?"
for me, the first one i think is money...
now everything is $$, $$, $$$$....
"no $$ no talk..."
aiks...
and recently my family really facing the economic problems now...
haiz....the tuition fees for this sem i also dunno able to pay it or not...

the second thing is time...
coz recently really have so many things need to do...
make me feel really boring and tiring...
so many times i jz choose to ignore them...
run away from all the busy...
aiks...



and...
suddenly got one pro piano player call me "sensei"(teacher)...
wow...
i really not that pro la...
jz simply play...
actually im jz play very easy and freely de...
hehe...
we are friends ma...
got anything jz share...
no need call me "sensei" la...
aiyo...
and i didnt finish my piano lessons and grade...
jz half pail of water...
hahas...

but i promised my daughter to teach her how to play piano...
although im jz half pail of water...
but since she so willing to learn...
then i jz teach her wat i got and wat i know lo...





P/S:突然间想到一句经节:

"你要专心仰赖耶和华,不可依靠自己的聪明,

在你一切所行的事上都要认定他,他必指引你的路"

(箴言3:5-6)

"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths."

(Proverbs 3:5-6)