tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4007231585610120812011-04-21T12:09:51.659-07:00私の気分日記ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.comBlogger131100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-33737310017097455502009-04-27T07:15:00.000-07:002009-04-27T07:57:19.207-07:00昨天是星期天...<br />也是我们CF的AGM...<br />当晚有ELECTION下一个学年的COMMITTEE...<br />结果我就中选了...<br />而且还是做主席哦....<br /><br /><br />这一届的CF将会面对与过往全然不同的挑战....<br />因为这次将会是我们CF第一次正式在校园里面聚会....<br />我们也可以光明正大的在校园里面开BOOTH招收会员....<br />由于我们是第一次, 也是第一届,<br />真的希望神会亲自来带领我们...<br />让我们知道我们应该做些什么....<br /><br /><br />而我, 身为主席...<br />担子也比以前的重了...<br />这几天...<br />会慢慢的预备我自己....<br />去承担这么重的担子了...<br />不能在像以前那样玩玩下了....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-3373731001709745550?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-75362209449555441852009-03-15T17:22:00.000-07:002009-03-15T17:57:32.244-07:00最近心情真的很糟....<br />在我知道了我3个女儿,<br />其中2个已经选择要去CYBER,<br />还有一个也可能会上CYBER的时候,<br />心里就一直在想一样东西....<br /><br /><br />为什么每次刚开始慢慢要做好朋友了,<br />她们都要上CYBER了?<br />一开始就是从小就一起玩到大的好朋友,<br />在下来就是干妹妹...<br />现在就连我3个女儿都要上CYBER了....<br />唉...<br />不舍的感觉总会有...<br />我也不能那么自私...<br />他们都有他们选择的权利....<br />我也不能做什么....<br />就希望他们不管去到哪里,<br />都不会离开神就好了....<br />也希望他们不会把我给忘了....<br />不管他们去到哪里,<br />至少还有一个人在纪念着他们,为他们默默的祷告,默默的祝福.....<br /><br /><br /><br />跑太远了...<br />我都还没有讲我在想的是什么....<br />我在想,<br />到底我还要不要去关心那些新来的弟兄姐妹??<br />我怕当我去关心他们的时候,<br />慢慢地和他们做朋友的时候,<br />他们又突然间要上CYBER....<br />唉....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-7536220944955544185?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-52444187905136505472009-02-25T05:21:00.000-08:002009-02-25T06:02:39.342-08:00最近很容易就头痛, 很容易就没有了MOOD...<br />面对着那么多的东西要解决...<br />不论是学业上的, 还是其他的东西,<br />都有很多很多要忙的...<br />搞到我最近真的很累....<br />有时才靠在沙发, 醒来的时候就已经过了几个小时了...<br /><br />不过还好,<br />虽然几忙都好,<br />至少都还有时间来好好的读经, 祷告....<br />今天开始,<br />我也会开始40天预苦期"与耶穌同行"的祷告操练...<br />希望我真的可以透过这个操练,<br />更加的明白神的话语...<br />更加能够学习到更多东西....<br /><br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />haiz...<br />recently so easy to feel headache, feel no mood...<br />facing so many things need to be done...<br />not only is my studies...and many many more...<br />these make me feel very very tired...<br />sometimes jz lying on sofa...<br />then when i wake up is few hours later dy..<br />aikss....<br /><br />luckily...<br />no matter how busy am i..<br />i still got time for God...<br />read Bible, and prays...<br />starting from today,<br />i will start a Prayer exercise...<br />"40 days Walking with Jesus in Lent"<br />hope i really can learn something from this prayer exercise...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">今天的操练:</span><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">经文:"人不制伏自己的心, 好像毁坏的城邑没有墙垣"(箴言25:28)</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls." (Proverbs 25:28)</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">主题 : 自己的内心</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Focus : My Inner-self</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">祷告 : 把心敞开, 求主管理我的心</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Prayer : Ask the Lord to open my heart, and take control of my life</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-5244418790513650547?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-84213743877573113592009-02-24T06:54:00.000-08:002009-02-24T07:51:27.612-08:00很多时候,<br />当我们在做一样事情的时候,<br />我们都会忘记了做那样事情的真正目的....<br /><br /><br />有些人捐钱,<br />但是 不是因为真的看到他们的需要,<br />而只是想要炫耀;<br />有些人拍拖,<br />不是因为他们真正的爱对方,<br />而只是想享受恋爱的滋味...<br /><br /><br />当然还有很多很多的例子...<br />我自己本身也试过...<br />而且还时常都那样子....<br />做东西, 却不知道做来到底是为了什么....<br />有时就会为了做, 而做...<br />并不是真正的明白, 做来是为了什么...<br />就是这样迷失了方向....<br /><br /><p align="left">我今天终于学到了,</p><p align="left">要从新调整我的心态,</p><p align="left">要我从新思考,</p><div align="left">到底我做的, 是不是真的讨神喜悦呢?</div><br />亲爱的朋友,<br />你是否有时做东西的时候,<br />会觉得很累, 很不想继续做下去, 很无心无力呢?<br />别灰心, 这个时候, 是应该停下脚步,<br />休息休息了...<br />来想想看是不是在一开始的时候,<br />出发点就已经偏离了轨道呢?<br />停下脚步, 从新调整你的步伐, 你的方向,<br />然后才继续走下出~<br />加油~<br />朋友, 你并不是孤军作战哦~<br />你身边还有很多很多关心的人~<br /><br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />many times, when we are doing something,<br />we always forget what is the real meaning of doing that things...<br /><br />some ppl make donations,<br />not because of they saw the needs of the others,<br />but jz because they want to become famous;<br />some ppl choose a bf/gf,<br />not because they love him/her,<br />but jz because they want to try to have a relationship status...<br /><br />of course, there are many many more examples...<br />i am also one of them...<br />i also always lost when i doing something...<br />dont even know why i do that...<br />sometimes jz because other ppl tell me to do that..<br />then i do it...<br /><br />today, finally i know...<br />i need to stop, adjust what is inside my heart...<br />again, understand the reason why i do that...<br />again, determine what i did izzit follow the God's Will?<br /><br />dear friends,<br />sometimes, when you are doing something,<br />will you feel tired and feel no more stamina to continue?<br />feel like you are jz doing it alone...<br />no one wanna help you?<br />dont feel despair...<br />is time for you to stop you steps,<br />rest for awhile,<br />think, izzit you already walk into the wrong path from the beginning?<br />stop, rest, think, then re-plan your steps, and choose the right path,<br />then only continue to walk...<br />cheer~~<br />dont worry friends~<br />you are not alone in the battlefield~<br />beside you, still got many many ppl who cares about you~<br />^_^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-8421374387757311359?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-61442851574523958172009-02-23T06:25:00.000-08:002009-02-23T06:50:29.526-08:00哈哈...<br />前几天和朋友出去玩的时候,<br />讲下讲下就突然间讲到要搬家...<br />每个听到我讲到我的家4间房有3间房有冷气,<br />而且租金也不会很贵,<br />眼睛就突然间亮了起来,<br />就吵着说要搬来我家..<br />哈哈...<br />女生嘛...<br />果然不是很耐热...<br />再加上现在天气也真的是很热..<br />连我自己也差不多不能TAHAN了...<br />哈哈...<br />她们竟然还要我去问我的房友要不要搬..<br />>.<<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />--------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />hahas...<br />last few days go out with friends...<br />and dunno how we chatting, chat chat chat then chat about they wanna move out from ixora...<br />after they heard i say my house got air-cond and the rental is also not very expensive...<br />at least cheaper than ixora and with air-cond...<br />hahas...<br />then they all say wanna move in to my house dy...<br />lolz...<br />girls really cant tahan hot meh?<br />hahas...<br />but recently de weather really very hot...<br />hot until i also almost cant tahan dy...<br />aiks...<br />>.<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-6144285157452395817?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-52216576702766152009-02-22T06:46:00.000-08:002009-02-22T07:42:55.989-08:00今天算是蛮开心的一天吧....<br />至少我没有过得很不开心...<br />嘻嘻...<br />只是觉得我真的很不会讲话...<br />虽然你看我很喜欢讲话...<br />可是一到正经事的时候,<br />我说的话却往往很难另其他人懂....<br />要我平时那样有说有笑是可以..<br />可是要讲正经事的时候,<br />却无法真正的表达我到底要讲些什么...<br />唉....<br />或许这个就是我的缺点啦...<br /><br /><br /><br />刚才在CF的时候就有谈到一个问题...<br />到底我现在最渴求的是什么??<br />我现在到底最想要的是什么??<br />有很多样咧...<br />第一样就是钱咯...<br />现在什么都讲钱..<br />说真的...<br />最近家里的经济状况真的很不好...<br />连这个学期的学费都不懂交不交得出来...<br />第二样就是时间吧....<br />因为最近真的有很多事情要忙的....<br />忙到我都不知道要怎样开始...<br />结果选择一直逃避...<br />一直不去想不去做...<br />唉....<br /><br /><br /><br />还有...<br />突然间就被一个明明就厉害过我的人,<br />叫我SENSEI(老师),<br />哗....<br />真的不敢当咧...<br />我们只是朋友啦...<br />互相交流就好啦...<br />要我当你的老师,<br />我真的没有那种资格咧...<br />学钢琴学到半半就停了的我...<br />哪里有资格当一个钢琴那么厉害的人的老师哦~???<br />哈哈...<br /><br />不过我已经答应我女儿要教她玩钢琴哦...<br />看她那么有心学,就教她咯....<br />哈哈...<br />我本身也只是半桶水...<br />就只好尽我所能,<br />我会的,就教咯...<br />不会的, 就慢慢研究或者问人咯...<br />嘿嘿....<br /><br /><br /><br />---------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br /><br />today still can consider as a happy day for me...<br />erm...at least not bad...<br />hahas...<br />jz think that im not good in speaking....<br />although i like to talk...<br />but when come to a serious talk like sharing in public....<br />i become very noob in my speech...<br />jz make many ppl cannot understand what im talking...<br />and sometimes i feel that the words come out from my mouth also not the actually what i want to voice out...<br />haiz...my bad....<br /><br /><br /><br />jz now at CF, we also discuss about one question:<br />"what the most do you want/desire to have it now?"<br />for me, the first one i think is money...<br />now everything is $$, $$, $$$$....<br />"no $$ no talk..."<br />aiks...<br />and recently my family really facing the economic problems now...<br />haiz....the tuition fees for this sem i also dunno able to pay it or not...<br /><br />the second thing is time...<br />coz recently really have so many things need to do...<br />make me feel really boring and tiring...<br />so many times i jz choose to ignore them...<br />run away from all the busy...<br />aiks...<br /><br /><br /><br />and...<br />suddenly got one pro piano player call me "sensei"(teacher)...<br />wow...<br />i really not that pro la...<br />jz simply play...<br />actually im jz play very easy and freely de...<br />hehe...<br />we are friends ma...<br />got anything jz share...<br />no need call me "sensei" la...<br />aiyo...<br />and i didnt finish my piano lessons and grade...<br />jz half pail of water...<br />hahas...<br /><br />but i promised my daughter to teach her how to play piano...<br />although im jz half pail of water...<br />but since she so willing to learn...<br />then i jz teach her wat i got and wat i know lo...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />P/S:突然间想到一句经节:<br /><div align="center"><em>"你要专心仰赖耶和华,不可依靠自己的聪明,</em></div><div align="center"><em>在你一切所行的事上都要认定他,他必指引你的路"</em></div><div align="center"><em>(箴言3:5-6)</em></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><em>"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.</em></div><div align="center"><em>In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths."</em></div><div align="center"><em>(Proverbs 3:5-6)</em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-5221657670276615?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-91976517630196482732009-02-20T07:14:00.000-08:002009-02-20T07:49:15.308-08:00今天算是蛮开心的一天...<br />总算做到了我之前答应嘉的情人节礼物...<br />那就是煮给她吃...<br />哈哈...<br />虽然不是很厉害,<br />但是至少煮到也不差嘛...<br />嘿嘿...<br />我自觉是煮到蛮好吃的...<br />=P<br /><br /><br />其实...<br />也有些事正烦着我的....<br />开始会有很多的ASSIGNMENT要做了...<br />这个学期我拿6科,<br />就有6个以上的ASSIGNMENT要做...<br />唉...<br />又要开始赶我的期中考...<br />然后又要准备CAMP的东西...(<a href="http://www.wretch.cc/blog/mycf/21347894">http://www.wretch.cc/blog/mycf/21347894</a>)<br />又要准备诗班巡回的东西...<br />更可怕的是,<br />学校的CHRISTIAN SOCIETY 突然之间又要我去做副文书....<br />WASAI....<br />KIA SI LANG LEH...<br /><br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br /><br />today is a happy day for me and pjia(my gf)...<br />because i finally cook for her...<br />as a late valentines day present~<br />hehe...<br />although im not pro in cooking..<br />but jz feel that im also not bad~~<br />XD<br /><br /><br />actually...<br />the days coming got many things that make me feel terrible...<br />because there are many assignments need to rush dy...<br />this sem im taking 6 subjects...<br />so, i have more than 6 assignments need to do...<br />aiksss...<br />and i still need to prepare for my midterm exam..<br />prepare for the CF Camp...(<a href="http://www.wretch.cc/blog/mycf/21347894">http://www.wretch.cc/blog/mycf/21347894</a>)<br />prepare for the choir tour this year...<br />and the most scary is...<br />suddenly MMU Christian Society propose me to become the assistant secretary...<br />aiksss...<br />so many thingss...<br />pengsan... (@.@)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-9197651763019648273?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-40090819463802044952009-02-19T05:43:00.000-08:002009-02-19T06:09:07.210-08:00哗...<br />最近天气都很热...<br />也不知道是不是天气热的缘故,<br />搞得我们最近的脾气都很不好...<br />一直都在吵架...<br />不过都还好...<br />现在总算都没事了...<br /><br /><br />其实最近还有一件事...<br />就是这个SEM也是我3个宝贝女儿的ALPHA 3RD SEM...<br />也就是说,<br />她们要选择上BETA真正MAJOR的科目了...<br />很开心的是她们3个都选择和她们的DADDY MUMMY 一样的科目...<br />那就ACCOUNTING...<br />但是ACC两边的CAMPUS(MELAKA,CYBER)都有OFFER....<br />所以她们也正在烦着到底要选择继续在马六甲,还是上CYBER...<br />已经肯定了的是,<br />我最小的宝贝的女儿---雁雁,<br />已经肯定会上CYBER了...<br />其他两个女儿还在考虑中....<br /><br /><br />虽然心里还蛮希望她们可以留在马六甲的,<br />但是,不管她们选择在哪里,<br />我都还是一样会支持她们的....<br />毕竟人各有志...<br /><br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br /><br />wah...<br />the weather is so hot recently...<br />maybe is the hot weather make us feel very bad mood...<br />and keep quarrel and argue with each other...<br />but now finally ok already...<br /><br /><br />actually...there is one more thing...<br />my 3 daughters now is in 3rd of their alpha year(foundation)...<br />so is time for them to choose their future majoring course...<br />im happy that they had chosen the same path with their daddy and mummy...accounting...<br />but accounting course, melaka and cyber campus also have offer....<br />so they also confusing dunno wanna stay in melaka or cyber campus to continue their studies...<br />only my youngest daughter---yannyann<br />she confirm will go to cyberjaya...<br />and other 2 daughters still thinking...<br /><br /><br />haiz...<br />although in my heart got abit wish them can stay in melaka..<br />but..no matter which path they choose,<br />i will always support them....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-4009081946380204495?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-38319725237680891872009-02-15T07:33:00.000-08:002009-02-15T08:54:15.651-08:00哈哈....<br />昨天是情人节...<br />没想到还是自己一个人过....<br />没关系啦...<br />反正她也是有事情做的嘛.....<br />我也没有怪她...<br />只要两个人在一起的时候都没有吵架的话,<br />那么每天都是情人节了...<br /><br /><br />今天突然想到一句话....<br />情人节是一年里面,<br />全世界最多人说谎的一天吧~??<br />哈哈...<br />就只是头脑突然想到这句话....<br />只是想和你们分享....<br />因为反正问了也不能得到答案的..<br />哈哈...<br /><br /><br />新的一个星期又要开始了...<br />刚才在CF的时候,<br />也觉得不错一下的咯...<br />看到有那么多的新人....<br />希望他们都可以每一个星期都参与我们...<br />一起在主里团聚....<br />也希望下次,<br />嘉也可以一起来...<br /><br /><br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />hahas...<br />yesterday is valentines day...<br />celebrated it alone in Melaka..<br />hahas...<br />nvm la..<br />she also is really got things to do...<br />actually...<br />if everyday when we together without fighting and argueing...<br />then everyday is valentines day for us dy...<br /><br /><br />today suddenly think of a question,<br />izzit valentines day is the day when the most of the lying words speak out by the world?<br />hahas...<br />nvm la...<br />this question also is jz wanna share with you...<br />also cant get answer de..<br />hehe..<br /><br /><br />a new week is coming...<br />jz now at the CF,<br />feel quite good and quite happy...<br />coz saw alot of new ppl there...<br />hope that they can enjoy with us and come join us next week~<br />of course...<br />hope my girl friend also can join us next time....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />附: 双语的部落格你们还习惯吗~??? 如果你们有什么觉得可以改善的地方可以跟我讲哦~ 哈哈...当然, 如果要称赞的话也可以哦... XD<br /><br />P/S: you still can used to my Blog with dual language~?? if i got anything can improve de you must tell me o.. hahas... of course, if you got anything or any words wanna praise me also can o~~ XD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-3831972523768089187?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-10494767237486542102009-01-24T05:21:00.000-08:002009-01-24T06:13:59.441-08:00唉....<br />每个人放假回家都是一件很开心的事...<br />但是...对我来说...<br />其实也没什么大不了...<br />每次回到家...<br />看到家人一直在吵架...<br />有时真的很不想回家了....<br />唉....<br /><br />再加上上学期的成绩刚出了...<br />看到自己的成绩...<br />哈哈....<br />心情就更加不是很好了....<br />明明在考试的时候...<br />已经尽力了...<br />而且也觉得我应该也有不错的成绩....<br />往往每次都令我失望了...<br />在想...<br />下学期..<br />是否还要不要在这样用工的去读书??<br /><br />看到我女朋友考试也考得不错...<br />再看回我自己...<br />真的会觉得有点很不能接受自己的无能...<br />每次考试...<br />她都是那个很担心她自己考得很不好...<br />可是每次她都会考好过我...<br />哈哈...<br />真的是可笑...<br /><br />不过再想想..<br />还好我的女朋友还考得不错...<br />我的3的女儿也考得不错....<br />我已经很欣慰了...<br />还好我女儿没有"遗传"到我这个酱不会读书的DADDY...<br />这点像她们的MUMMY多点...<br />哈哈...<br /><br /><br /><br />*******************************************************************<br /><br /><br />haiz...<br />everyone feel happy when it is holiday and they can go home...<br />but for me..<br />it is nothing special and is nothing to be happy....<br />coz everytime back home...<br />seeing my family argueing and argueing...<br />this make me feel very annoying and no more mood to stay at home...<br />sometimes i really prefer to stay in Melaka alone although every of my friends went back hometown...<br />haiz...<br /><br />one more thing...<br />last sem result out dy...<br />and my result really very bad...<br />this make mood more down...<br />aiksss...<br />i had already done my best dy....<br />but still get this result...<br />haiz...<br />now still thinking....<br />whether next sem still wanna work hard or not??<br /><br />my gf get a quite good result...<br />and sometimes...<br />i will feel like cant accept the uselessness of mine...<br /><br />why everytime she is the one who keep worrying her result after exam until didnt sleep well...<br />and im the one who try all my best to console her...<br />and the result is she get better result than me...<br />haiz...<br />it is so embarassing....<br /><br />nvm la..<br />seeing she get a good result...<br />i also feel very happy le...<br />futher more...<br />3 of my daughters also get a good result...<br />really feel happy with them...<br />luckily they didnt get genetic of the uselessness of their daddy...<br />this..they are more like their mummy...<br />hahas...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-1049476723748654210?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-44716416240654130762009-01-17T04:48:00.000-08:002009-01-17T06:46:44.955-08:00已经几天没有来写了...<br />这几天都在想着一个问题...<br />一个对和错的问题...<br /><br /><br /><br />前几天,<br />我老姐突然间来问我,我的女儿到底是谁哦...<br />然后我便告诉她真相咯...<br />相信很多读者也奇怪吧?<br />我今年才20岁,怎么会有3个女儿了呢?<br />那么快??<br />哈哈...<br />我就在这里说清楚吧...<br /><br /><br /><br />其实我那3个女儿呢, 都只是小我一岁而已...<br />她们其实是我教会的姐妹来的...<br />只是有一次,<br />谈谈下天,不知怎么会谈到她们要找男朋友咯...<br />然后我就讲了一句话咯...<br />"哈哈,你们要找男朋友啊?? 找了记得要带来给我们这些家长看哦..."<br />就这样,她们不就叫我DADDY咯...<br />然后我便成了她们的DADDY了咯...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />还没说完呢...<br />老姐知道了真相过后,<br />就把我骂了一顿...<br />说这种关系不好...<br />虽然说都是教会的弟兄姐妹,<br />但是做兄弟姐妹就好了...<br />做DADDY和女儿就太过火了...<br />还说什么没有眼看,没有耳听现在的年轻人的态度了...<br />讲到好像很大件事那样...<br />我问她到底为什么不可以?<br />她又不要答我...<br />还讲她现在气在头上,不想和我讲那么多...<br />AIKSS...<br />我都不知道到底怎么啦...<br />唉...<br />我自问这么做没有不对妥嘛...<br />难道真的做错了吗~??<br /><br /><br /><br />很多时候,<br />我也会一直犹豫着...<br />我做的东西,是对的吗?<br />但是,大多数的时候,<br />我都得不到答案...<br />也有很多时候,<br />看到其他人做的东西,<br />也会有很多的疑问...<br />也会在想,他们这么是否真的也是对的呢~??<br />很遗憾的,我也得不到答案....<br />最重要的是,我从来没有后悔过我收了3个宝贝女儿~!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />P/S: 由于有些朋友的要求,所以这次开始我都会用双语来写我的心情日记...^^<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Already few days didnt come update my blog le...<br />these few days i was keep thinking a question...<br />a question about Right or Wrong...<br /><br /><p></p>Last few days,<br />my laojie suddenly come ask me...<br />who is my daughters?<br />of course i told her the truth...<br />i believe that some of readers also will have a question..<br />when did i already have 3 daughters where i only 20 years old?<br />hahas...dun worry....<br />i will explain to all here...<br /><br /><br /><br />Actually, all my 3 daughters are jz one year younger than me...<br />they are actually sisters in my church (Malacca Lutheran Church) ...<br />the story is start from a day,<br />when we are chatting,<br />we chat chat chat...then chat until they say they wanna find a boyfriend...<br />then i jz kidding with them...<br />"hahas...wanna find boyfriends ar?? then after you find dy must come let parents see see o.."<br />then they ask me: " huh? parents? when did you become our parent o? then you are our daddy ar?"<br />hahas...<br />thats is how they become my daughters...<br /><br /><br /><br />oh ya...continue the story...<br />after my laojie know the truth...<br />then suddenly she scold me pulak...<br />she say is not good to have this kind of relationship (daddy and daughters)...<br />she said...we are already is brother and sister in christ...<br />that is enough already...it is too over if we become daddy and daughters...<br />she also said that she has no eyes to see and no ears to hear nowadays the youngsters attitude...<br />but i still dun understand why cant i do that?<br />i didnt feel anything wrong wor...<br />she also didnt explain to me much...<br />jz said she is very angry...then dun wan explain to me le...<br />aikss...<br />am i really did wrong?<br /><br />sometimes i really confuse...<br />dunno wat i did is right or wrong...<br />unfortunately...most of the time i cant get the answer...<br />sometimes..<br />saw what my friends've done...<br />i also dunno is right or wrong...<br />no one can answer...<br />no one knows...<br />only God knows what is right and wrong...<br />nevermind...<br />the most important thing is that...<br />i never regret to have 3 baby daughters~!!<br /><br /><br />P/S: hahas...finally my blogs now have english version le...my english is not good de o...hope you all dun mind...^_^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-4471641624065413076?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-77207981417846683612009-01-12T04:29:00.000-08:002009-01-17T06:49:43.083-08:00虽然已经开始放假算是3天了，<br />但是我今天才回到我自己的家乡，<br />也就是马口...<br />哈哈...<br /><br /><br /><br />在车上的时候,<br />就有和我的老友(良辉)聊到关于我们的2009年的计划...<br />其实我在2009年,<br />只有一个很简单想要达到的一个目标,<br />就是要常常喜乐,不住地祷告,凡事谢恩...(帖前5:16-18)<br />这就是我想要达到的目标啦...<br />哈哈...<br />虽然我知道不容易...<br />但是我还是希望我可以达到这个目标...<br />希望明年的今天,<br />我是可以在数算今年一整年,主在我身上的一切恩典...<br /><br />给在看我的心情日记的朋友们,<br />希望你们在2009年也有你们的计划喔..<br />在此,也希望你们的计划都可以完成喔...<br />如果你们不介意,<br />也可以和我一起分享你们的计划喔~<br />^_^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-7720798141784668361?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-400723158561012081.post-58437815412058066752009-01-11T08:41:00.000-08:002009-01-17T06:48:17.717-08:00夜晚的海风很冷...<br />特别是当你一个人的时候....<br />看着人家双双对对的, 一家人的...<br />就更加觉得自己只有一个...<br />不知道为什么..<br />思念的感觉越来越重了...<br /><br />也正因为这样,<br />一个人吹着海风,<br />听着其他4个朋友在谈一些我不是很有兴趣的东西(钓鱼),<br />我也想了很多东西...<br /><br />有时真的觉得我很大男人主义一下的咯...<br />常常我主动关心别人的时候, 不管是男的还是女的都没关系,<br />但是看到她关心别人的时候, 反而会有少少吃醋咯...<br />有时觉得她对其他人, 好像还比对我好...<br />不知道是不是我想太多了?还是我要求太高?<br />难道要学会放心, 放胆, 放手,真的那么难吗?<br /><br />看到别人的孩子,大约有2,3 岁吧...好可爱喔...<br />看着看着,想着想着...<br />突然间又几想要自己生个来抱抱喔....<br />虽然我已经有3个"契女"了...<br />但是她们都太大了...不能抱...<br />哈哈...她们也少了那种小孩子才有的纯真...<br />不过真的感谢主...<br />至少让我还有一个我爱她,她也爱我的女朋友...<br />还有3个活泼可爱,生性好动,人见人爱,车见车载 的乖女儿...<br />哈哈...想到这里,有觉得我已经比很多人幸福了...<br />^_^<br /><br />其实还有2件事情影响我的心情的....<br />其中一件就是我的干妹妹已经去了CYBER了...<br />不过我SMS她,她都不要回我...<br />我也不知道为什么她会这样子...<br />我也不知道是不是我做错了什么令她误会?使到她不要睬我?<br />唉....算了....反正猜下去我也不会知道答案....<br /><br />第二件事情就是刚才我的朋友竟然想趁我在边吹海风,边在想东西的时候,<br />把我一个人丢下,<br />他们自己走人...<br />唉...一场老友...要这样子对我咩?<br />zzz....<br /><br /><br />P/S: 好久没有写心情日记了..突然吹了海风过后, 有一种冲动想把自己的心情写下来..所以一回来就CREATE了这个ACC...哈哈..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/400723158561012081-5843781541205806675?l=ivanfam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ivanfamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09468258019008867473noreply@blogger.com0